MY PRIDE WONT LET ME

Here I am
Laying right next to you, everything within wanting everything about you
Yet my pride wont let me

My pride tells me I will be deemed weak if I be the first to stretch out my hand and meet yours
Dont mistake my ability to face my back at yours for strength, cause its not.

Its the pain that continues to batter me for not ignoring my pride
Ignoring the fact that we are all prone to era and that that just makes us perfectly flawed

My heart is weak, yet my body keeps fighting my heart not to give in
Not to tell you jst how much I  want you....
how much I need us intertwined like it would be dawn forever

Right in your arms where i rightly belong
Yet my pride tells me you are the man and you ought to make the first move...

So days, weeks, months pass and here we are where we were 5months ago

Because both our pride wont give in
What happened to always and forever