This is for you Dad
Dad I woke up today with a million thoughts about you Thoughts of how great a Dad you were I was little then but am grown now and i cant help but wish you were here today How i could have nursed you enough to keep you to this day But i guess no amount of nursing could have kept you still when God wills Am a big girl now dad And i know a pot of porridge with a squeeze of lemon really helps to boast appetite I know you never loved for us to see you at your lowest and you probably wouldnt even allow me to go through that for you But i would still, you know just how stubborn your daugther is And if it where now, i would insist i be the one to treat you right Today am filled with all your loving memories Of how sweet a Dad you were Of how i each morning would come to your room for you to fix my collar And on how you would smile like you are trying so hard to stop it They say there only five steps of grief but i think there more than five for me Sadly i dont...